Monday, March 16, 2009;
♥ 3/16/2009 03:38:00 PM
Come feel this magic i've been feeling since i met you
Can't help it if there's no one else>>It's
monday all over again. ):
Which means, another
five days of work to survive through before the weekends approach.
Okay okay, i need
strength to finish these weekdays. ):
If you find out that you have extra strength, please donate them to me.
Tyvm.huiyee says:
(:
huiyee says:
i love you so much
huiyee says:
thks for knowing me
That made my day, dearest friend. You're so
sweet!
I miss the company of my
classmates suddenly, even though i just spent my weekends with a bunch of them at the open houses.
I miss
szemian too, who's in china suffering from the icy cold wind.
I miss
batchmates, whom (hopefully) i'll get to see some of them this coming saturday for arts fest.
But like a fool who will never see the truth. I keep thinking something's gonna change.
But
nothing will change. Nothing will
ever, change.
Labels: i miss my friends (really), monday blues
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008;
♥ 2/19/2008 06:50:00 AM
If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy
&i'd be the best friend, you'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing, watching the sunset
Fade to black, show the names, play that happy song>>It's a
typical monday again. With the same ol' boring lessons, same ol'
Monday blues, &same ol' routine.
Well well, thank you for wonderful classmates, yet once again. (:
Mm, i felt smth different about this monday. &then i realised
"oh right, fd comp's over."Hahah, i'm differently going to miss all the continous counting for 1-8, and the song 'We're all in this tgt',
definitely.I went to school feeling really weak. Not just physically, but also mentally.
I detest going school without preparing for the lessons, like completely the assignments, finish studying for tests, and stuff like that.
But this being the second year in JC, as much as i
still detest that feeling, i have to admit that i'm kind of use to feeling like that.
TSK.Well, i think it's just me. ):
it just struck me,
rather recently that for the past
17years of my life, i'm too afraid to
love.Be it love for my parents, for my brother, for my extended family members, for my friends, or for my
then special someone. I'm just to afraid to show the love i have for them.
As, for a proloned period of time, it might appear as though my love fades away, or isn't as strong as it used to be.
But no! In actual fact, the love has always been there, it's just me, who refused to show it openly.
I don't know what's wrong with me. :\ It's not as if someone will execute me for just showing my love. Why is it that i'm refusing to show it/admit it?
All that's supposed to be said,
arent. All that's supposed to be done,
arent too.
These all results in people leaving as they like, and coming as they want.
&the feelings i have to keep within me is too much,
too overwhelming.
Yet i don't know where i found the energy &strength to withstand all these pressure &appear as the
wenfang y'all know.
Labels: love for everyone, monday blues
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
